DaydreamIn a vicarious daydream a simultaneous lovestream I am with you, thinking of youDaydream
Further completed randomnessCoursing through my veins your callous judgement drains my will and my hope works without faith love without base I want in, you want out I am damned, there's no doubt.Further completed randomness
Angellic indifference, Demonic in reverence, can't control me you fucking owe me so show me...
All for your selfish gains I suffer anew in your hands my life and my blood forgone upon wood it never suffices not my sacrifices
Angellic indifference, Demonic in reverence, you tried to console me, you'd better control
RevelationThe glimmer in your eyes when they lock in mine The anticipation in your voice whispering secrets out loud The warmth of your touch beckoning me closer The scent of your hair encouraging me to try The lust as we kiss, transcending limits we never set becameRevelation
The aversion in your glance as I try to find my fault The disgust in your voice as you whisper old secrets to new friends The frigid absence of your touch forcing me beyond an abyss of loneliness The relentless lingering fragrance as you turn away from me The desire to move on
The Fragile Balancecurled up in a ball with my hands over my mouthThe Fragile Balance
consumed by humiliation and despair
the pain of failure my entire actuality
and while a remote voice of sanity screams at me
none of this is real! you are far stronger than this fear!
the acrid desolation spreads within me
from the pit of my stomach up through my chest
swirling in my head and out through my eyes
I weep until all of the pain is purged and I am left only with
precious insentience and the silence it brings
after an eternity my inner voice of sanity returns, bringing
whispered words of encouragement
Catharsis.Merciless is this thought of loss Dark this dream of empty things And a bruise where it hurts And your eyes brighter than is natural And your lips no longer sweet For you are a friend and not a lover…. A Dream of blacknessCatharsis.
And if I stood up And I walked out And I abandoned you The way you abandoned me, Would you waste away to nothing?
The jagged line that you have drawn Can’t separate me from you the way I wish it would, In such a way That I might be able to wake up alone And suddenly be someone different
I would dye my h
continuation of stillwe gave it a spin, we gave it a try. but something seemed wrong - something wasn't right. it didn't work out, i'm sad to say. yet we're still friends and i still love you.continuation of still
if something fails once, you should try again. but some things won't work - sometimes you just don't win. i will be here for you, i shall try to do my best. for we're still friends, and i still love you.
i will stand firm - to help you stand tall. i will give you a hand - if you should fall. i will give you a hug and whisper in your ear
Goals?
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GauzyDreams
The beauty surrounding me
Helps to illuminate the beauty within me;
Ancient and timeless and everlasting.
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